Soooooo. It's been a year since Justin and I began dating. I was just reading some of the old LiveJournal posts about it...
"i can go through it and i can handle it but i need to come out feeling like i gained something."
That part made me laugh. I gained a lot from being with him... From our break up; from the five months that followed. It took me eight months to get over Justin, but I absolutely gained something from every moment of it all. I made a lot of mistakes in the past year -- a lot of them stemming from something to do with him. Two thousand and eight was the roughest year so far. So when two thousand and nine came and the clock struck midnight, I let everything go. I left every bad memory, mistake, every lie, every little thing in the past. For the first time in a long time, I felt like I could breath without the weight of the world on my shoulders. It's amazing how we heal with time... I used to think that wasn't true; that time heals all wounds. But it does. Time and God.
I'm sure I'll look at this later today and edit it... But, for now, this is it. There's a lot to say about the year that Justin's been in my life. None of which I've ever just put down somewhere. So I'm thinking I need to. But, like I said, that'll be for later today.
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